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Title: Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Death
Rating: PG-13 for Character death (prior to start of story)
Pairing: You'll see. ;)
This is un-beta'd. It's just the first small part, but I want to see a reaction to this before I continue...



I knew that he was gone long before it was released. I felt the cold icy feeling rush over me. The heartbreaking loss. That’s when I started to contact them.

His friends, the few that I knew would be in charge of his funeral arrangements. I tweeted them and left them messages on their facebook page. I begged them, to let me sing at his funeral. I had to get the chance to say goodbye properly. The moment I found out he was gone, officially, was the moment that I finally got a response.


It was a short (less than 140 characters) Direct Message from @brendonuriesays. It was just a date and to let him know when he’d need to pick me up. I cried the rest of the day.


The next morning I called my sister in California and told her what was going on, and the fact that I was coming into town.  I surfed the web, found a cheap ticket and bought it. Spent every penny I owned… for him.


Sitting in the plane I felt every nerve on edge. I wondered if Brendon would be there to pick me up, or if he’d send me a driver. I didn’t know, and I didn’t really care. Overcome by pure exhaustion, I fell into a listless sleep. I dreamt of him, he came there to my mind and told me how much he loved me, how much he wanted me to do well, to show everyone how wonderful I could be. He had faith in me. I jerked awake as my fingers came in contact with his cheek. I smiled softly and knew that I could do this, and I would.


I walked off of the plane and into the lobby, wondering where exactly I was supposed to meet Brendon. I picked up my duffel bag and sighed softly, looking towards the exit and saw familiar chocolate brown eyes staring at me. I hefted the bag onto my shoulder and went over.


Looking up at him, I nodded softly. I was she. The one he had known was going to come. He nodded, wordlessly led me to the car, and waited for me to get in before getting in himself and shivered, closing the door.


“How did you know?”


I knew what he meant and shrugged softly, closing my eyes softly. “I felt it. He was my everything, and I knew when that part of me was gone.”
I felt his eyes staring, boring holes into the side of my downturned face as I sighed, closing my eyes.


“It was moments after it happened that you sent your first message. It creeped me out really… but I knew that you were the one he was talking about.”


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So.
I wrote a fic.
It's different than most fics I write.
this is why it is different. read at your own risk. )

but I like it so far.

This is the opening paragraph:

read here. four sentances. albeit short sentances. )

Here's my question.


Should I put it on here?


I know that fic such as this is not usually accepted well because of the creepy fangirl-y tendancies of most het writers...
but I want to know what you, my possible audience thinks.

please be honest.
say what you want, I'm going to screen comments so don't be afraid of what your peers might say.

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Title: The Beat Goes On…

Author: Emily (me! Emmy126/Hometown_Stardom)

Pairing: Spencer/The Butcher friendship

Rating: PG

Prompt: bb!Spencer and Butcher bond over drumming and... idk, invent some crazy thing they're both interested in. (I didn't focus on the second part as much as I probably should, but idk much about curling. rofl)

Disclaimer: I don’t own these people. Duh. I just pretend they’re my puppets.  Some of these details are probably wrong. Don’t kill me. Please? Title belongs to Sonny & Cher. (this is un-beta'd because it is just words)

Author’s Note: So Here it is. The first short that I’m writing for NaNoWriMo. Enjoy! Thanks to [personal profile] redsnake05  for the prompt!

 

When Panic! At The Disco was announced to head out on the Truckstops and Statelines tour with The Academy Is… Spencer Smith, out of his element, was nervous. Sure, they’d been ready, but it was different, they were heading out on with their labelmates, their friends. He felt the need to prove himself to them, to show them that they were good enough.

 

So when they showed up for the first pre-tour get together, he was amused to find that none of the guys were that much different than they were. Sure, the guys of TAI had more experience, but they had just as many quirks as his own band did, or at least, as many as were normal. He didn’t think that anyone could have as many quirks as Ryan.

 

He came into the room, looking around, crossing his arms over his chest, his weight tipped sideways onto one hip as he looked around the room, suddenly unimpressed with the sight before him. There was a group of guys in the corner, now including Brendon, who were talking in hushed whispers, every once in a while Brendon’s giggle edging through the other noise in the room. Ryan was nursing a can of coke as he sat on an arm chair, pointing at something in a magazine that the singer guy from The Academy Is… was reading.

 

As Spencer looked around, he let out a sigh and sat down on the end of the couch, crossing one leg over at the knee as he kept his arms close, watching the goings-on around him. He was surprised when a guy came up to him. More importantly, a shirtless guy came up to him. Looking up at the big smile the guy had, he raised an eyebrow.

 

“You’re Spencer, right?” Surprising him even more, the guy sat down on the couch next to him and stuck out his hand. Spencer matched his own, still unsure of exactly what was going on, but nodded.  “The Butcher” was the tattooed guy’s response. Spencer nodded again.

 

“You’re the drummer for TAI…” Spencer smiled slightly. “The beat in Attention is fantastic.” He nodded slightly, his toe tapping into the air as he smiled slightly.

 

“So… I wanted to ask… what do you think about wood versus plastic tips?” Spencer sat up slightly straighter, and grinned, knowing that they would get along just fine. Their conversation travelled from practice pads to sticks to the most annoying rhythms that had the misfortune to show up in the music they were playing.

 

The first week of the tour passed in wave after wave of exhaustion followed by adrenaline shock, in cyclical motion until it was routine.

 

A night, weeks later, Spencer leaned against the wall next to the stage, watching as the band played, reaching up, and wiping the left over sweat dripping from his forehead as he felt a cool breeze drift across his moist back, a shiver involuntarily trembling over his back. He smiled, turning his head and nodding to the skinny figure ambling over to him before looking back to the stage, his toe tapping along with the beat, watching over each of the members before his gaze settled, as it often did, on the undulating motion behind the drum set.

 

The  Academy Is… finished their set and Spencer grinned, heading back to back stage, flopping down next to the Butcher on the couch.

 

“Hey, nice job out there… “ Spencer nodded slightly to Andy, before putting his hands in his lap, his fingers tapping against one another. The Butcher turned to him and smiled, open and wide, before clapping him on the back.


“You think? It was a fucking awesome show all around… I just, was there, all night. It was Rockin!” The energy left from the show adrenaline making their way through the butcher’s system as he bobbed his head on the beat of Spencer’s fingers, leaning back against the couch, leaning his head back as he let out a long stream of air.  “So… did you hear about William’s latest crazed idea?” His lips twisted into a mix of amusement and unease. “He says you guys are trying to take over and steal the headlining from us. Although…” he chuckled softly “It would be kind of pointless for you to be on the Truckstops and Statelines tour… or at least headlining it, since they’re our lyrics.”

 

Spencer nodded, absently thinking about where the tour would be stopping next as he listened to more of William’s far-fetched ideas as to how Panic! Had managed to get to second billed on the tour, rather than the third spot they were meant to fill. Apparently Bill had decided that the Panic guys were obviously trying to take over the entire tour and kick TAI out. It was crazy, and even William knew it was, but it was a better waste of time than sitting around doing nothing for the singer, even if it was no where near as cool as playing video games in the lounge. At least that’s what Spencer thought. 

 

Listening to more of William’s ideas, he looked over at the Butcher and grinned. It all felt quite at ease. Being on tour, sleeping in a moving vehicle, going to sleep in one town, waking up in another and spending time with the same group of people. Spencer knew that he was doing the right thing. He’d made so many friendships, and he’d found what his mom would call a “forever” friend in Andy. He knew that they’d be friends far past this tour, and he’d always call if he was around, knew that he could call for bail or whatever he needed over the years. He was happy, thinking back to that first time he met the Butcher, that Andy had approached him. There was no idea that Spencer could have known that they'd both have an affinity for curling, and it made him laugh to himself, losing himself in the memories.

 

He shook his head slightly, realizing the Butcher had stopped talking and was looking at him with a weird look on his face. Spencer just laughed, shaking his head.

 

“It’s just right dude… You know…”

 

The Butcher nodded. “I know exactly what you mean”


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Not HP! It's A MEME!

This is a ACTUAL LETTERS IN THE MAIL meme! If you'd like to receive an actualfax letter from me, containing something handwritten...probably some of my favorite lyrics or poetry...please leave your snail mail address in the comments, which have been screened in anticipation XD

Thanks to [personal profile] stepps  who posted this before me. :)

(these may take me a bit to get through, mixing it in with NaNoWriMo, but it'll be letters most likely, and not ohai letters, thought out, happy letters. [hopefully happy anyways, I'd hate to make anyone sad... :-\] ANYWAYS. I'll get them out when I can, and I <3 everyone. :) )

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Hello Readers!

I've decided to do NaNoWriMo this year, and therefore, I need suggestions from you wonderful people.
My decision is, that this year, I will write one shots, rather than the suggested "novel".
Check Me Out!!

 

 

SO!
Please, leave comments on this post, and first come first serve (I will post a list of order hopefully by the end of this first week...), I will write one shots for you. tell me a pairing and a prompt, and I'll go from there. Please Please Please: Bandom only this time around, and maybe next time I'll expand from this... :)
 

Happy Prompting
~e


Day 1: The Beat Goes On... (Spencer/Andy)

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➀ Post a comment with your username
➁ Post the link to your thread on your journal
➂ Your friends/random people/I can comment on your thread with what they think you should write next.
➃ Anything goes. This is mainly a fanfic meme, but other things like poetry and original fiction are okay to suggest too.
➄ PIMP THIS THING.
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or ever) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me.

It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph in your Journal and see what your friends come up with.


I am interested to see what people come up with. I've got lots of stories... can you remember the time?
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View the world in a New Perspective!

Check out the Lyrics for the New Panic! At The Disco Single "New Perspective"
on www.panicatthedisco.com

:)

 

SINGLE COMES OUT JULY 28th!

<3Ems
 


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Gravity Is Working Against Me (songfic)

Author: Hometown_Stardom (Emmy126)

Rating:  PG-13 for subliminal drug-use

Pairing: Ryan/OFMC

POV: Mixed

Summary:  High!Ryan comes home. It’s sad for a certain someone.

Disclaimer: Not Mine, If They were I could fix their problems… : ( (Lyrics from Sara Barielles, Title from John Mayer…)

Beta: lj: i_love_cliches

Author Notes:  I need to write something completely happy and fluff-ful next.

 

 

Gravity... It's Far Too Much For Me )
hometown_stardom: (jorge)

 

The Ghost of You (songfic)

Author: Hometown_Stardom

Rating:  PG, but Ch.Death usually goes with PG-13

Pairing: shades of Ryan/Brendon

POV: Mixed

Summary: Sad!Band-break-up!fic that sadly includes Character Death.

Disclaimer: Not Mine, If They were I could fix their problems… : ( (title and lyrics from My Chemical Romance [even though I changed MCR’s lyrics just a TINY bit])

Beta: My amazing friend Danielle & i_heart_cliches

Author Notes:  I know this is sad. I’m sorry.

 

 

 

Communicate with the Dead... )
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Gabe makes me smile with his pro-full-panic tweetage.
it's his first "real" tweet from since he got back from vacation... and here he is

Link to Tweet




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With the news of the split, I feel as though, I am dead inside.
I was working on a RyWalk fan fiction, but I'm not sure if I can work on it right now.
I'm sorry [personal profile] the_randomist 
I might be able to work on it another time, but right now, I just can't.

I'm broken. Not sure what will fix it. :(

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Stolen from[personal profile] the_randomist 

1. Have your music library ready.
2. Choose one (1) song from your music library whose title starts with the first letter (or number) of your screen name.
3. Repeat this process with each successive letter (or number) in your screen name until you run out of letters (or numbers).
4. Post up your results.
5. BONUS POINTS: Upload your mix (whether it's individual songs or a .zip of all the the songs) and include the mix in your post. (I WANT THE BONUS POINTS! songs in mediafire link at end)

Heartache In The Suburbs (Honor Society)
Once Upon A Dream (Mary Costa & Bill Shirley)
Molly Makeout (The Friday Night Boys)
Eastbound Traffic (Remember Maine)
Thriller (Michael Jackson)
Oye Como Va (Carlos Santana)
Witchcraft (Frank Sinatra & Anita Baker)
New Math (Bo Burnham)

Superstition (Stevie Wonder)
Tonight, Tonight (original by Smashing Pumpkins, cover by Panic At The Disco)
Australia (Jonas Brothers)
Ring Of Fire (original by Johnny Cash, cover by Adam Lambert)
Don't Trust Me (3OH!3)
Ol' Skool Company (Prince)
My Moves are White (White Hot, That Is) (Cobra Starship)

(I'll do one for my LiveJournal too)

Everything Must Go (Taking Back Sunday)
Miss Popularity (Jordan Pruitt)
Morning Sickness (504 Plan)
You've Really Got A Hold On Me (The Beatles)
1234 (Plain White T's)
21 Guns (Green Day)
6 Months (Hey Monday)

LINK TO MUSIC!

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Now that I'm all settled here on Dreamwidth, I'm just checking to make sure that my cross-posting works, and I'll be off and running.
I'm hometown_stardom on here, so if you end up here, look around for me :)

ps. what does everyone think of the article found about Panic @ the disco's new single due on August 18th?